journals, ramblings, pictures of things I've seen.


__________________________________________________________________ONE DAY AT A TIME

Friday, June 19, 2009

Rock On Dude


We followed the directions left on the voice-mail, it was clear this was going to be a wild goose chase. We drove up the canyon blindly, with faith that there might be hope for us. The canyon was beautiful, alive with vibrant colors and a brisk chill. We pulled off the road after the second tunnel as we had been instructed via voice-mail and looked up to the cliffs behind us. A small band of free spirits waved and hollered. We had found our morning adventure. As we hiked up the hillside, a feeling of eagerness filled me. I quickly caught up with Erik, Kelsey, and Tyson and we all- unspoken- understood how lucky we were. They told me it was my turn to climb, so I harnessed up an gripped onto the cliff with my tiny fingers shaking from excitement. Kelsey told me I could clean the route and Tyson doubted her choice while explaining the task at hand to my blank and distracted face. He told me this was extremely important stuff, I assured him I would be fine and was up to the job. I climbed slow, taking my time to savor the experience; embracing the tingling that overran my feet about half way up, the stinging sensation that accompanies a solid hand wedge. It was a great way to start the day, to start the next chapter...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Up, Down,Turn Around


Its not enough,
More; more I say to myself hoping that my command catches my own ears. So I keep pushing forward; pushing the limits. It is invigorating, and it is constantly reminding me how lucky I am.
I believe that we grow the most when we take ourselves outside of our comfort zones, and keep an open mind when it comes to decisions to be made.
So whatever choices I end up making throughout life, I will always reach for the choices that hold the greatest opportunities. My skin tingles at the thought, anxiety races through my veins as I imagine the possibilities, dreaming of what will come my way next. I have decided not to pass up the random opportunities that I ‘should be’ too old for, wise for, or not entirely ready for according to some of my peers. Am I afraid; of so many things and then some. But I am far more concerned about missing a life changing experience. It is this motive that propels me forward into the unknown. As I think of all this, I grow more and more excited.
I am about to leave California for the summer, as I have so many times before. There is something in the air; I can feel it as it is finally hitting me that I leave in just a couple short days. I am ready, ready for life, and it feels good.
I have a lot to figure out, and I will take all the help I can get. This blog is an opportunity for me to share some insight, and give others a chance to do the same.